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I guess the reason I'm so shocked about so many people drinking and smoking is that I still think of us as middle schoolers.
I don't change my opinion about you because you drink, you change my opinion about you for the reasons you drink.
I just can't believe what we all have turned into.
Regardless of drinking, people have just become very mean.
Myself included, I think a lot of people have lost their senses of compassion.
I miss myself. I don't know what has happened to me in the last few years.
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[12 May 2005|10:07pm] |
Missed the Saturday dance
Heard they crowded the floor
Couldn't bear it without you
Don't get around much anymore
Thought I'd visit the club
Got as far as the door
They'd have asked me about you
Don't get around much anymore
Darling, I guess my mind's more at ease
But nevertheless, why stir up memories
Been invited on dates
Might have gone but what for?
Awfully different without you
Don't get around much anymore
I've been freaking out about everything, and not doing anything about anything.
There are a number of people that are making my life swell right now. I appreciate them all, in fact I appreciate anyone that says hello to me. Prom this weekend could be pretty awesome...at north.
My grades are going down, but hopefullly I will bring em' up next year I guess.
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an intuitive grasp of reality through something (as an event) usually simple and striking- guess what. I had an epiphony.
High school is exactly high school. People are gonna be sneaky and blah blah, but you just gotta mellow out. Talking bad about someone who talked bad about you isn't gonna make it any better.
Life is life. Just relax, enjoy. Life is good, and I want to apologize to alex for being so mean to him. he is a nice person who deserves respect.
Everyone makes assumptions about people, including me. But it's just so not cool. I'm probably sounding cliche but seriously. People's opinion of me doesn't matter, and it won't, ever...
Love, peace, and chicken grease.
anyone want me to add them?
edit:
life is really really good...
<3
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I can't trust anyone,
I can't trust myself.
No one can trust me.
I trust no one.
-I know everyone's comments are going to be "that's life" and stupid things like that, so i'm not even going to let myself get told that. I'm not an idiot, I know.
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some things I don't enjoy
*drama
*drugs
*when people use * instead of bullets
*hypocrites (myself)
*forgettinga about plans
things I do enjoy
Gina
Music
Food
pretending to tap dance
my girl baby g watch
running
I feel like I keep messing up, on every single thing I do, and people start drama with me out of nothing, why?
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I'm tryin to be a vegetarian. it's really wierd, I don't understand the whole "vegan" vs. vegetarian. isn't it the same thing? I don't think you should eat jellatin(sp?) if you claim to be even a vegetarian. It's animal bones and stuff. I'm very uneducated when it comes to vegetarianism. Anyone have any thoughts?Know anything? i don't know what I can or should eat. I feel very unhealthy right now, I don't want to get sick.
thanks
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too late
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oh me oh my. I just thought of a song that pertains to me...didn't realize it
yesterday...all my troubles seemed so far away, now it looks as though they're here to stay, oh I believe in yesterday
suddenly I'm not half the man I used to be, there's a shadow hanging over me, oh yesterday came suddenly
why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say, I said "something wrong" how I long for yesterday
yesterday, love was such an easy game to play, now I need a place to hideaway, oh I believe in yesterday.
Merry Christmahanikwanzica to everyone!
Twas' a great Xmas morning.
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postal service-
"Nothing Better"
Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That your're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry
So just say how to make it right
And i swear i'll do my best to comply
Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
YAY- A NEW GIRL SINGS! I feel must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself
With these revisions and gaps in history
So let me help you remember.
I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave
So please back away and let me go
I can't my darling i love you so...
Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures
I admit that i have made mistakes and i swear
I'll never wrong you again
You've got a lure i can't deny,
But you've had your chance so say goodbye
Say goodbye
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[09 Dec 2004|07:55pm] |
THE POSTAL SERVICE LYRICS
"Sleeping In"
Last week i had the strangest dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where there was never any mystery on who shot john f kennedy
It was just a man with something to prove
Slightly bored and severely confused
He steadied his rifle with his target in the center
And became famous on that day in november
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping in
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping in
And then last night i had that strange dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where concerns about the world getting warmer
The people thought they were just being rewarded
For treating others as they like to be treated
For obeying stop signs and curing diseases
For mailing letters with the address of the sender
Now we can swim any day in november
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[08 Dec 2004|11:22pm] |
I have an idea, lets feel bad for someone who gets caught for doing drugs...
?the sense that the world makes these days
I am glad someone is finally getting caught for drugs, I do not feel bad in any way, except for the families of people who do drugs.
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I must say, this whole journal thing was really fun in the beginning, I had fun taking pictures and posting many of them. I enjoyed getting comments, commenting back, and right now I'm just to lazy to care. Some people get so enraged over stupid online journals like these, I respect people with them, no disrespect at all. I just don't get why people let online journals, AIM, and the computer take over there lives, there really is more to life.
I have fun still searching for pictures on the LJ friends list I have. But people make cliques, like saying "i'm deleting people who don't comment on my journal". It's so immature, if people would look at how seriously they are taking livejournal they would probably laugh at themselves. If you update something on livejournal, and it's friends only, and someone NOT on your friends list finds out, then it's still your fault. "I had it friends only for a reason". Thats (can't spell) bologne. Anyway, sorry if I forgot to add you ever, I just don't take this thing that serioulsy any more. oh and people, it's kind of hypocritical to get mad at people for being hypocritical, because you know what, you can't go through life without disagreeing with yourself at one point.
on with my life so far:
shouldn't be in honors english or honors chem, I'm very slow, and realizing it very fast.
oh and it's snowing right now,
everyone feel better about yourselves, I know you might think you're not insecure, but it's okay, everyone is.
snowball was simply amazing, I met a lot of people, got to know people better. Sorry if I'm gettin gclicky, everyone is going on it in the spring
love peace and chicken grease-Brittney Wyatt rocks
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( wowza, old pictures, but fun )
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be yourself, what a cliche. I am not honestly myself to anyone it seems these days, well not all the way myself.
I don't want to be, I want to make myself a certain person.
I don't want to be me
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[24 Aug 2004|09:44pm] |
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moving and the other night with Katie and Kim
( on with the show )
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[08 Aug 2004|11:10pm] |
things could get a little more personal, and shoot, I'm gonna swear maybe more.
oh and I will have sad/mad posts more often, well, maybe not more often, but I will if I get mad more often
I love you all
friends stay friends, no CUT
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